An episode of Ugly Betty never seems to fail.
Its FINALLY sorta, the hols.
Hope OP goes well. AJA FIGHTING! CJ148 =P
Friday the 13 is results.
Don't want that hateful thing to start!
Can't wait to go overseas, need that, A LOT.
Love all my friends like seriously.=)
Love the Guitar Hero hahaha.
I had those again. Its really stupid.
Thinking of food all the time.
This song melts the heart, cos its metal.

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I hope you'll never see this and i know it is not fat hope i'm holding. Promos over. YES. BUT the time I've dreaded since the last time it paused has come. i'm dreading every single moment to it. so much so that i don't think i could ever let go of the regret i feel. i wish i could drown forever in the pool of the stories, tales. But i know reality is never too kind enough to go away forever. my very own tales is what i wish reality would be. but after all reality is not yours to make. I'm never going to know what it really is like to jump into that magical story book.

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 As real as it seems
 you're only in my dreams.


how i wish that dreams would be real.
I felt the emotions, saw the excitement, yet its not real.
Real but yet not real, it makes life seem so mundane.

I wish i never woke up that day, I want to see the ending.
now that I did I never want to live again, I want to sleep, to dream.
Why?? must it be put into my mind but never come true.

not once, not twice, but a thousand times over.
I wish I could never remember them, then it would come true.

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HEHE. Had PW today. BAKED. as in like stuff, haha. Baked some apple crumble muffin, thought it was quite nice but they said it was tasteless... HEHE. anyway auntie Lolita liked it.

OMG i think i spent like 80 dollars just this week, seriously i used money like toilet paper! 80 BUCKS MAN. okay more than half i bet is like used paying notes and stuff. BUT STILL. OKAY, watched Ice age 3! woh woh woh. FREAKING FUNNY! watched with Clare and Doro at PS after NO CCA friday! hehe.OMG the stupid irritating squirrel like things. WAHAHA. the songs, so nice.

talking about watching, I finally found a studio Glibli buddy! hehe. DORO watches spirited away, howl's moving castle, the cat returns and whispers of the heart! WOSH. hehe. oh and last week friday before i went to get my hair cut, i watched Threads of Destiny with Doro. OMG SUPER STUPID!!! sorta, there was this freaking scary guy and the story like didn't even end. GOSH should have watched ghosts of girlfriends past. hehe.

ohs. this week i watched What I like about you season 4 like half of it so far. FINALLY I find out what happened that cliff hanged at end of third season. After like 4 YEARS?? haha. maybe less than that la. i used to watch it in the morning when i didn't have to go school i think P5? when school was afternoon session. OHHS i LOVE Amanda Bynes. hehe. She is SO funny in the show.
Then i watched like this k movie - MY MIGHTY PRINCESS. heart melts... it revamps like an wuxia love story. just thinking of it i can feel tingles. Oh man, its so nice. i didn't expect anything or was looking for anything when i first watched this show last year, but it was like just OH GOSH. blew my mind away! hehe. and i was recently thinking about it. cos of all these dreams.

I'm dreading school ttm, it feels like studying after O levels. cos exam just like finished and we are back to school. I used to be able to finally take some time off with friends and relax, chill out. BUT this is stupid i do not even feel good going out with friends. Got freaking chinese oral next friday. The worst thing ever. always screw my oral... I cannnot cannot talk in chinese man.
SCREW HOMEWORK. never any extra time to juggle homework and doing other stuff. but you know its me! i would never give up other stuff for homework, unless homework is due TMR. just like i'm not trying out my hist tutorial now but blogging. hehe.


I thought you would wait.

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I know i shouldn't be blogging but needed to clear my head, and JUST cannot bring myself to study or do some math.

Right now listening to Boston.

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

One part kind of reminds me of the thing i should not be thinking of, seriously man, i should stop it.

Well and the other i thought once that my life was stupid and that i was walking down all the wrong paths and stupid ideas that was wrecking my whole life. SO i thought of running away, leave it all behind GO TO BOSTON.
Not exactly Boston, but i just thought, maybe, that if i went overseas then i could try all over again, make a second chance for my life. Where i could be anything where no one knew me. and i would love SNOW.

But now when i see it, i do not think it was REAL bad. I just was looking at the half empty glass of water. And thinking of all the relationships i have forged i guess running away was just stupid.  I know it will be harder to change now and here but it will w
ork out fine i guess, i guess. Slow and steady


I think i'll go try some math now. That was tough. But its not ... anyways. you know. oh maybe you don't.

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well so its holidays again, and afterwhich there will be midyears. freaking have not started studying for real. haha. going to die. don't want to STUDY... and stupid PW, serriously don't get it.

today i woke up later than usual, watch freedom writers, tried to study but went to sleep haha was supposed to meet ROS and go her school study but yeah. was youtubing just now, found a vid of mr lim singing HaHa. and and the  song, must be his lameness man, for sure.

then yesterday had a small celebration for Livia's birthday, Happy belated brithday Livia! haha. plus the KFC treat i owed LIVIA and SERAPHINA since like a year ago haha. Wah i ate damn a lot of fried chicken yesterday. watched lovely complex after damn long, its still as nice. haha.

tuesday had band, was alright but still getting singled out. damn it ppl don't wanna DSA to CJC. or at least i can't ffind anyone... THEN after band went out with CLARISE, AMANDA and YAN. wosh, i missed yall. primary school gang haha. we watched MONSTERS VS ALIENS omg it was DA bomb haha. BOB is super funny. and insectersarus was so cute haha but i don't really like it at the end when it turned into the butterfly. haha.

SUNDAY: OMG i finally got the jeans that i liked. the material is damn nice can. haha so is the button.

LAST SAT: DAMN a lot of scolding from Mr Alvin can. but yeah whatever. then had stuff at AJ haha. quite funny and weird. the food was really a lot. but then i the very glutton me, went home and ate some more cos there was like SUSHI and STEAK! omg my favs. haha.

FRIDAY: CAT's BRITHDAY! had party at Glad's house. haha. we played truth or dare with cards OMG damn embarrasing yeah.

THURS: went out with CJ/AJ ppl to do the games stuff. all CLARISE's fault. went for dental then had dinner with IAN. woah heard many many scary stories. seriously i didn't really think there was so much drama...

MONDAY: had math lecture like TOTAL WASTE OF TIME CAN. yeah. after that went out with PAULA (The Rocker! =) - as on my phone) haha. randomly did stuff went to amk, okay got quite mad cos got so many ppl at the cinema queueing for tickets. yeah we watched night at the museum 2! kinda of good i guess. as good as the first one la. haha. Super lame.


Whats wrong these days... the weather is killing. I serriously think it has something to do with the amount of trees they are cutting down. like near my house there are so many trees that have been chopped... yeah. and when the weather is killing we will on air con and use all the electricity and then GUESS WHAT we use more electricity and well, its just a cycle or more as it kills the earth. We just suffer then. Oh whatever then.

OH suddenly there is a BOF craze haha. EVEN my brother is like watching la. SUPER funny. FOR me that was so many MONTHS ago. haha. I now started watching shinning inheritance, its quite nice. since actually there is nothing really to watch. I FINISHED WOODY SAMBO in about a week haha. it was good while it lasted! super funny hehe. ARGH there is no more american dramas to watch, GG Scrubs  Ugly Betty  Ghost Whisperer  all like finished their seasons. actually i have not watched GW last 2 episodes, don't want to end it. oh and i have a movie craze recently, have been watching super a lot of movies haha. must be Clare la. haha.

Stupid Invest, i don't think i make a good planner. thats why its never one of the paths i'll choose in the near future serriously. its so near already. i just remember when i was a little girl, although i was not so little when i was young... ...

i've been revisitng the past a lot. comparing and thinking where i should have changed to make myself a better person now
but its not easy espcially since my voice is really small it has never made any impact really.
What i thought i used to know, i now don't know anymore, life is getting hard.
I was contemplating whether to actually post this after all nobody will see what I see
but you seem to know me so well and i can't phamton myself although i try to make smart guesses

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AHHHHH GG FOR LIFE!!!!
Season 2 ended with a BLAST!!!
The end of school is graduation,
till you start school again!

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18vs29 Choi Si Won as Young Kang Bong Man!!!

omg when he was in the cinema with the hat at the last part. omg. haha.

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MOST SURPRISING WEEK EVER!!!

SURPRISE NO 1: CJCSB GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!

Wednesday, syf experience:
woke up at 5.15 to rush (not really since i was singing in the toilet when it started raining, omg freaking stupid...) HAHA
left house hoping i didn't forget anything.
had practice in audi ex, went class to take temperature then back to prac
changed and ate veggie pau, its nice cos it has the kueh pie tea filling.
bus ride was reflective time, trying to run through the song in my head.
reached, went tuning room- i thought i played quite nice there, one of my best 32-44 for INS.

waiting backstage: kept going up to Stephanie to tell her to be more optimistic. while i felt no nervousness at all.
On stage: SHIT CRAP argh.
Off stage: LAUGHS- maybe my subconsciousness did something.
back to school and back to trcc: I don't think we will get what we want...
Listening to TJ and ACJC - Oh crap i think.

Outside Waiting for results: I'm Damn Hungry, only had vending machine, where is the rest of the band? Oh they are at the canteen, damn no more time.
Inside: WTH keep changing place. Mark- what do you think the band will get? Me- "should i say?", oh i think like silver? "i said it. there i said it." but if the band before us gets a silver i think we have a chance of gold at least.

RESULTS: silver... CJCSB- Gold. "WOAH we did it. clap clap!" WITH HONOURS! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.... WTH WTH WTH .... STAND! CLAP CLAP CLAP OMG OMG!
turn - steph why not standing! OMG HIGH-5 we DID IT(something whatever)!!!!

Left hall: LAUGHING AGAIN!
had dinner with section seniors and stephanie.
end of day- omg this is a freaking funny day
"THE KINGS (and Queens) HAVE WON THE WAR" !!!

CONGRATS CLARISE, ROSLYN!
We Made it through SYF again, although not really together.. maybe PNITE TOGETHER? cross your fingers...

the rest of the surprises are not even worth mentioning...
i had a dream (nightmare), in it i guess i thought that the sacrifices made for band was not worth it. but i guess now it just might be.


ToGetHer has finished! sighs. what would i do without a nice chinese drama like that? Love MOMO for life. kind of sad for JIaSen. actually maybe not. OMG HEHE LOVING YiZhi!! KAWAII =]

got back my spoiled phone. actually i would rather the slimmer moto if not for the stupid memory space and limited applications. added the ahma game on my phone! can play when i'm bored!

PSP(can watch my shows anywhere!!) or Wii?
seems to be Wii. but still thinking.

did success bond? (maybe time would tell)
would failure have made it worse? ( i would never know, maybe)

I guess its time. even pikachu faced evolution. although it did not.
the dynamics are different now. maybe i have already?
Cos i find myself missing the past.

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